Friday, August 27, 2010
Rant @ 9:40 AM
做人做得好辛苦。
要时时刻刻存有警戒心是个非常累和痛苦的事。
不然要怎么办？ 我已经被塑成这样的人了。
某些部分的性格不是说放得下，就做得到啊。
I think too much into making a decision and when I decided to choose this because it was a better choice,
I feel miserable.
I did not regret it but why do I select it is because of awareness and caution.
I want to continue the conversion on phone with you.But I decided not to. Because it is not a 'question'. I know you already have someone you like but I am just scare. Not that I am thick-skinned enough to think that you like me but afraid that I will give you the wrong idea.
Because a bastard said I hinted that I am into him since I exchanged like 50+ smses with him in a day(shitty exaggeration).
I like to chat about random stuff with you. Since we are not close, I supposed there are quite a number of things to talk about. But I didn't want to take the same bus as you because I could see that someone is already giving me the eye. And I don't want you to think that I am interested in you.
I know you play this game that I do, actually wanted to ask you if you wanna join us. But I am not even close to you at all. So I gave up. It's like damn weird to ask out of the blue.
I feel like chilling out and playing with you(s).But I would think, should I do it or not? But I don't want to mislead you and let you think that I feel that way towards you.
Some of these things are becoming like principles instead of habit.
Like I would not drink anything offered by a guy if it has been drank before.
Stop asking me to stop thinking too much because I obviously can't with the shit I had.
Why are you posting disgusting shit on facebook.
Who gives a damn about you missing your hubby or whatever.
What grossed me out is that you can actually do something behind his back and post this retarded crap.
When will people start learning about shame?People should also learn to accept each other for who they are.
Guys like to say "Oh I will like you if you are xxx", "I think I might like you if you are *insert spectacular adjective*".
If I am fatter/taller/prettier, do you think that I will fucking like you when I don't even like you an ounce now.Because of what was said, I became rather thankful that I am the way I am way. Not, if they go back on what they said, and like me in the end.
Fuck you lying losers♥Labels: rant
