Lazy to update and when I come back it's rant again. Major Project interim presentation today.
It was screwed up. Not because of how we present but because of the comments and critiques. They are constructive, but seriously unrealistic.
Yes, I know programming is brain-wrecking but isn't drawing, colouring and designing tedious too? If I venture into codes also, how will the project progress if we don't do things concurrently? I'd be dying of overtasked also.
I seriously hate it. HATE IT. That people think drawing is easy. Who doesn't know how to draw. It's just whether you want it to look like shit or not. If I am so imba to be able to sit here and whipped out everything that you expect, will I still be here. Nobody ever think about the amount of effort I have put in.
The lecturer can say it like it's easy shit but I, for once, want them to sit down and do the stuff I am doing. And let me laugh my ass off at their work. A lot of cases made me think that some lecturers don't even excel in the area they teach. Damn it, the low-confident me, can even be shameless and say that I am able to produce work than is more beautiful than some of theirs. You have the right, but please think of others' situation.
I am cooped up with too much shit recently. And there is YOG duty tommorrow. Great.
In the meantime, let me chill myself with my Lady Pasta.