Thursday, July 29, 2010
moody @ 12:59 AM
I have a lot of stuff that I wanted to rant recently but gave up because it was tired remembering them.
When it re-surfaces, the horrible feeling always comes back. So I've decided to rant as much as I could.
This post will be dealing with guys, yea many many different kinds.
If you happen to be one of the type I mention and is unhappy, then too bad.
GTFO, it's my blog. I am free to bitch.
Seriously, whats up with the desperate guys nowadays? Damn if they just want a girlfriend, there are so many others you can get if you try.
Sometimes I am just unlucky and got involved.
Yes, I used the word 'UNLUCKY' because I was just somehow there, it's the timing problem.
I am amazed at the reasons they can give. Some don't even have hahaha. I know every guy has a basic despo meter but 95% of all that I met so far are the
same, just of different levels.
But what is this shit? Do they even know me
well?
I also cannot understand why some of them can like so many girls at once. It would meant that in future the guy will have a higher chance of cheating. Come on, you've heard how many times from guys saying that "Oh I will never do this blah blah blah."
Look at live examples around. Think about it, how many can we actually trust?
Even though it does not involved going out with multiple girls yet, personally I still despised this type, this stage. It irks me greatly to know if I am one of their 'choice'. Why get me inside it when there are 2843245738 other girls out there you can also like??? Relieve me from the agony please.
Geeesh some guys can also be thick skinned enough to hit on and ask for number.
When it is for a
damn obvious reason. "Be friends lah.." Bullshit. They only have one motive.
At least the methods they used kept me entertained for a bit.
I am more astounded by those whose
persistence can last even when you made known to them you have a boyfriend. What is this shit? Use
this somewhere else like your studies and i swear you'll have flying colours.
And what is the point of liking someone based on their looks? Do people actually think about the possibilities that personalities might clash and greatly affect the future? Why doesn't anybody cares about the consequences?! Fun my ass, when shitstorm comes; tears, whines, complains, broken ties. This make me wonder if people even treasure each other in the first place.
Being the type who thinks that my ownself looks like shit, I will never accept such people.
I mean since I am insecure with my appearance but I am being liked based on my looks, how secure do one think I will feel with this relationship.
Sometimes, you treat certain people as friends but they (often without realising) treat you as a
target.
Since they missed the bullseye, they are not bother with the rest anymore. Hey hey you still hit the target, not the red part but still you hit part of it; part of my life. I really appreciate you as a friend but in the end, there is no more communication from you, like we used to.
Because you got a girlfriend. So what am I? Not even worth and needed as a friend?
Thanks, I feel damn hurt.
Girl, it's time for me to learn the lesson that guys and girls can only be best friends if they aren't close.
Well, to them all these things which they deemed minor doesn't bother them but to me
it does. I have to draw the line so somehow these people won't think that they have hope but I don't wish to hurt them and still be able to interact freely with them, but hell no, i failed, failed and failed.
I worry too much about these problems when the people aren't even concerned, and these stress and suppression had made me becoming a more and more fucked up person with more and more screwed up behavior. None has ever spared a thought for me. Shit me, I should be more harsh but yet I am too harsh. GAHHHHH I HATE MYSELF MORE Y&*U#JIJEI#
I am getting more and more disgusted by human's true nature.
Getting used to lies and deception so please don't drown me in abhorrence any further.
The only thing I am contented about is that I am proud to be single and have never regretted any 'decisions' I have made thus far.
I don't believe in love at first sight, neither do I on true and absolute love.
"If you want a girlfriend, never like Sindy.
If you like Sindy, you can never get a girlfriend."Labels: rant
