Thursday, July 29, 2010
moody @ 12:59 AM
I have a lot of stuff that I wanted to rant recently but gave up because it was tired remembering them.
When it re-surfaces, the horrible feeling always comes back. So I've decided to rant as much as I could.
This post will be dealing with guys, yea many many different kinds.
If you happen to be one of the type I mention and is unhappy, then too bad.
GTFO, it's my blog. I am free to bitch.
Seriously, whats up with the desperate guys nowadays? Damn if they just want a girlfriend, there are so many others you can get if you try.
Sometimes I am just unlucky and got involved.
Yes, I used the word 'UNLUCKY' because I was just somehow there, it's the timing problem.
I am amazed at the reasons they can give. Some don't even have hahaha. I know every guy has a basic despo meter but 95% of all that I met so far are the
same, just of different levels.
But what is this shit? Do they even know me
well?
I also cannot understand why some of them can like so many girls at once. It would meant that in future the guy will have a higher chance of cheating. Come on, you've heard how many times from guys saying that "Oh I will never do this blah blah blah."
Look at live examples around. Think about it, how many can we actually trust?
Even though it does not involved going out with multiple girls yet, personally I still despised this type, this stage. It irks me greatly to know if I am one of their 'choice'. Why get me inside it when there are 2843245738 other girls out there you can also like??? Relieve me from the agony please.
Geeesh some guys can also be thick skinned enough to hit on and ask for number.
When it is for a
damn obvious reason. "Be friends lah.." Bullshit. They only have one motive.
At least the methods they used kept me entertained for a bit.
I am more astounded by those whose
persistence can last even when you made known to them you have a boyfriend. What is this shit? Use
this somewhere else like your studies and i swear you'll have flying colours.
And what is the point of liking someone based on their looks? Do people actually think about the possibilities that personalities might clash and greatly affect the future? Why doesn't anybody cares about the consequences?! Fun my ass, when shitstorm comes; tears, whines, complains, broken ties. This make me wonder if people even treasure each other in the first place.
Being the type who thinks that my ownself looks like shit, I will never accept such people.
I mean since I am insecure with my appearance but I am being liked based on my looks, how secure do one think I will feel with this relationship.
Sometimes, you treat certain people as friends but they (often without realising) treat you as a
target.
Since they missed the bullseye, they are not bother with the rest anymore. Hey hey you still hit the target, not the red part but still you hit part of it; part of my life. I really appreciate you as a friend but in the end, there is no more communication from you, like we used to.
Because you got a girlfriend. So what am I? Not even worth and needed as a friend?
Thanks, I feel damn hurt.
Girl, it's time for me to learn the lesson that guys and girls can only be best friends if they aren't close.
Well, to them all these things which they deemed minor doesn't bother them but to me
it does. I have to draw the line so somehow these people won't think that they have hope but I don't wish to hurt them and still be able to interact freely with them, but hell no, i failed, failed and failed.
I worry too much about these problems when the people aren't even concerned, and these stress and suppression had made me becoming a more and more fucked up person with more and more screwed up behavior. None has ever spared a thought for me. Shit me, I should be more harsh but yet I am too harsh. GAHHHHH I HATE MYSELF MORE Y&*U#JIJEI#
I am getting more and more disgusted by human's true nature.
Getting used to lies and deception so please don't drown me in abhorrence any further.
The only thing I am contented about is that I am proud to be single and have never regretted any 'decisions' I have made thus far.
I don't believe in love at first sight, neither do I on true and absolute love.
"If you want a girlfriend, never like Sindy.
If you like Sindy, you can never get a girlfriend."Labels: rant
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Deme-chan! @ 1:37 PM
Finally started work on Deme-chan! If I do it last minute, definitely can't complete on time for AFA with my speed OTL||
Met with Jovi yesterday @ around 5+? And went to sensei's house.
Thank you for helping me get the materials,
Jovi!
After consultation, I drafted and cut out the pieces. Made quite some edits and adjustments with help cause the shape doesn't seem to look right （ｉДｉ）
Basic draft/map for future remembrance...
This is how it looked like after I glued the side:
The other unglued piece...
After I cut a smaller hole and stuff in the pipe...
Final product of the day★★
Shogun came over right after we reached for a while to do his Deneb mask.
Had a weird webcam convo using Jovi's laptop, with Zhao Han and the rest at Blic after their main comm meeting (at our dinner time). HAHA damn funny lah, we keep doing nonsensical actions and stuff xDD
So for today I shall jia you on my Major Project!!
Despicable Me @ 12:37 PM
Is this like a weekly blog? XD
Went to watch
Despicable Me with
Jovey, Bellra, Yuan Fa, Jovi, Zhao Han, Shi Bin, Mervyn, Cas, Alan last Friday. 10 people \o/ Reach the max number for one booking.
Thank you
Yuan Fa for booking! If not, it will kill me to need to collect money from each of them one by one beforehand <- impossible aka I have to fork out a lot first >Д<||
It was quite a rush to eat like half an hour before the movie..and the Q was long...However, it was worth it for POPEYES (=v=)♥ Ate with
Ting Ke, Shi Bin, Jovey & Bala while the rest went to play Digimon card game thingy.
Cas, Alan, Mervyn sat separately from us due to the lack of seats. It's dinner time!
After movie, we coincidentally met
Papa, Jamin, WL etc, and we went to Mac together for some of them to eat and to chit chat. Shared a table with
CT, Jovey and Jovi~ I bought cone, yummy
butwth70cents ~~
It became 'drawing session' when Jovey started drawing using Nazmi's old pic as a ref. Was drawing halfway and had to go *ah hates it when I am getting the feel already* Father fetched me home after that.
Onto the movie..the storyline was somewhat predictable but the humor = CUTENESS OVERLOADED ⌒☆☆☆ Agnes is adorable but what made me melt is...
GAHHH THE MINIONS ARE SO CUUUUUUUUTE!!!♥♥♥♥
I was even tempted to cosplay gijinka version of them xDDDD
Next up, I wanna watch Streetdance, it's coming out this thursday.
Need some groovin'~
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
PANNNDDDDDA @ 8:27 PM
Isn't this cuttttttte♥
I haven't eat this yet, bought it on a whim because it's PANDDDDDDDA.I should stop spamming cosplays, like seriously.
The quality is dropping like shyt *shrugs*
It's shameful for someone like me who've cosplayed so many times to costooooot.
Anyway, I hate it when people think that drawing is easy.
Yes I take goddamn long to finish a piece of work.
You can take 1 hour to finish it, so?
You, who have no artistic skill and background thinks it is easy of course.
But don't expect it to look nice when you don't even put in the same amount of effort.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Update @ 4:42 PM
Geesh I guess I seriously can't keep a blog..6 days.
Anyway this also mean that nothing pretty much happen the last few days.
Yeah nothing much... ._. ...>_>
Chionging colouring for MP..My speed is so sllllloow and I still have a set left.
My hair is killing me. The fringe is so horrible, looks like curved and uneven bangs. Should I just go and trim it to bangs? Nuuuuuuuuuu. It took me so long to get a seasoned parting!
My hair is also frizzy because of the extensions *cuts entangled ends*
Can't tie a lot of hairstyles because of the extension joints too AHHHHHHHHH!
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Moar cosplay @ 10:01 PM
Didn't blog for 10 days lol. Was mainly busy with cosplay stuff for the past few weeks.
I was suppose to post up a reflection post about cosfest but didn't have time...and lazy...( ￣っ￣)
Today was awesome, met up with
Yi Xuan,
Genevieve,
Michelle and
Bi Xia to eat buffet at Sakura @
Marina Country Club (Punggol)~
The place was damn ulu lah and the waiting time for bus ride back is super long. We waited since 4 plus to 6. Played shooting game with Yi Xuan at the non-air conditioned arcade for a while.
My blueberry & strawberry ice cream ♥It was frigging hot and very dirty...The food was so-so though but definitely not worth the money.
Thank you Yi Xuan for most of treat too!
Anyway, they were trying to take photos, and me being me..*hide and cover* Lol the photos will surely turn out funny XD Since Sindy don't know how to cook, she was only waiting to be served lol. It was fun suaning Yi Xuan with Gen and chatting with the rest after so long.
Hope we can get together like this again in future!
Thursday, July 1, 2010
1st July le ;3; @ 12:31 PM
Victor decided that it was fruitless for us to go school today so MP is cancelled XD
Meeting client tomorrow though.
Went to Master's house yesterday...Decided to cosplay Predator for Mascot Parade on Day one instead since I can't go to the movie thingy on Monday (stupid yog training) （TДT) I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeed monehhh
Slow but I finally did something yesterday...
Hideyoshi's wristcuff★★Inside damn ugly though...velcro xDD
I love the buttons <3 Can't see clearly in the picture but it has small stars in a circle (*ω*)
Now I am only left with his buns and shoes..Okay need to collect wig and style too.
I decided to push this plan to TGX (next sat) since Yi Xuan booked me on Sunday le *v*♥
Super long never meet up with old friends le.
